duminică, 5 iulie 2009


Regret…everybody comes to feel it… It’s that feeling that won’t let you sleep at night… Some feel it more deeply than others… Like those who did something really bad… Or those who never did anything to feel that life’s worth living… Like those who never felt love… And there’s those who think they did something and someone else got punished for their mistakes…

This is about the one I call my best friend… The only one who stood by me, no matter what. She’s that person who shares my secrets, my hopes, fights for my dreams. She’s the only one who truly knows me, without me describing myself…

When you realize how close someone is to you, you also realize she’s the one who gives a meaning to your life. She’s the one you fight with and still forgives anything you’ve done. The one who stands by you on rainy days. She’s the one you don’t appreciate at her true value. But still, when something happens to her you realize you can’t live without her. Than you realize how nobody, ever, will love you like she does. That no one will stand by your side and cheer you up when you are disappointed. And that nobody, absolutely nobody in this world could take her place.

When you are afraid of what could happen to her, you’d give anything to change the things you did, things that once made her sad… If you could turn back time, you’d never miss your classes, cause you know how sad that made her… And you would never come home drunk from a club. You would never again tell her you hate her, just because you’re not allowed to go to a party, because you know she does it cause she wants what’s best for you… And although you don’t hate her, those words break her heart…

Lately I tell her everyday how much I love her. I call her when I make coffee, when I cook something new, when I do something I’m proud of, cause I want her to be proud of me and I don’t want her to miss anything I did. I also tell her the bad things I did, because I know she wants to hear the truth.

And this here is my way to tell her she means the world to me. That no matter what will happen I’m here for her, and I will always be. And that she’s the most important person in my life: my best friend, the best listener, the best teacher and the best mother in the world…

Regret… It makes you open you’re heart… reveal you’re feelings…. It makes you open you’re eyes, realize what good things people can do for you and it makes you feel sorry for every little mistake you once did… And it makes you feel free again…